why it happened?

once both told me u tell once v will 4get each-other, but ha ha ha ha ha. what was reality i just wanted they should love & live but not the way they were doing & things changed against me. i m ignored & avoided. i became an unwanted piece in heir life. forcefully they have been carrying me.

when he told abt his objections, i realized how bad i m? n i decided at that only that anyhow i will quit as till i will be their they cannt be happy. i feel he wants the same from his behavior & reactions. he doesnt want my presence. his reaction is very much important 4 me as he is her happiness whom i loved the most. he is himsellf a very very imp. person in my life.

i remember once an old maid told him, u tell lie & he became so furious that i have to intervene. but if not told, i cannt remember how many times things were kept mysterious 4 me. hiding truth is also like telling a lie. but its their wish