my feelings

i remember how much excited i was abt delhi transfer, dreaming to live wid him, but now dont want to come to delhi. if it was not pitaji pressure & not abt his treatment i would have rejected my transfer.

i remind the day c went from delhi, i was standing in front but he called him, c even didnt look at me & went, i was standing like the poorest man of the world whose all things are looted.

they both talk abt trust how astonishing- on such a big issue i remember when c came to delhi, c stayed & once c told i have not done anything wrong & i nvr even took a single sec to accept that & i today also believe them. but how can i believe (whom i love most tell even the most secret parts of my life also when every time u tell lie or hide things or feel as 1st u both discuss & den convey t me,) i m not a god. even on small issues of call i have been told wrong things.

when he says anything or c says anything it is believed at once by both of them but when its my matter, it is always taken d way they want. even my intuitions which were max time right were taken as joke. if i take her phone its spying & he takes her phone its his authority or love??????????? what a great stand. & finally always i m wrong.......