presently

when i get separated, it was like hell. no sleep, high blood pressure, so much of pain in heart, even bleeding from mouth & nose. it was like complete disorder life. i cry, i weep. truely its almost impossible to live without them.

i wish i could have stayed, i could have made them realized how much i love them. its my failure. but if their happiness is at that cost only i bear that. i dont have device to show how much i love u. u both r simply my life n when i m distant from u i m just breathing but there is no life in that. till i m busy, i avoid things, but when go back or alone its like cry so loudly that all pain disappear, but is increases manifold.

love u both.......................

I M MAD ABT U BOTH, DONT KNOW Y U BOTH R NOT MADE 4 ME.......................

U BOTH R IN MY HEART & PRAY & WILL BE 4EVER....................................