relation with him & her

i never wanted to loose him. i loved him a lot as i feel today. but in last months i feel whenever there were differences always i came forward. he was always neutral. always there were so many reasons behind that. but he never remember how much i love him.

i remind when c 1st time told me abt her relation with him, i told it destroy all relations among us. but my true intentions were always taken as joke. i should have understand at that day only. but i m a big fool.

i felt that when c is wid me he might hav felt bad. i told it to her also so many times, but c had more faith on him than me.. but what was reality as he felt so bad but kept hiding. finally everything destroyed.

look he has lost his mobile but didnt tell me his new no in delhi though i know he is using 09015344514. but has he told me? y not? bcz he doesnt want to talk.