new changes in our relations

our relation wasnt going good due to these reason her mind acceptig me but heart was with kshitij sir. in my personal life also somebody whom i loved was not playing good. v came to delhi n my life turned. trust ia always more important than love, you may love some1 but no guarantee of trust, but if u love some1 there is a guarantee of eternal love, it was 3rd of july i cannt 4get d black day of my life when not 1 rather both d persons whom i loved & trusted most have broken my trust like i meant nothing to them. i felt like somebody took my life from my body. i was lifeless. i really died at dt day at dt time. ut i was responsible 4 meetin them. i was d cause behind everything. loovig each-other has nvr been a crime in my view rather its d most pious feeling i also cannt c her crying, moreover both were telling they will seprate from each other if i say so even today they say, but i know if i say so i m seprating two lovig heart, d most henius crime & i cannt 4 give myself 4 dt also both will do it forcefully which i nvr like. moreover kshitij as ahuman bing was d very good choice 4 her. i accepted but dt wound of breaking my trust will never b cured.