new changes in our relations

earlier on i was the issue to talk now kshitij sir was d issue to talk even btw us. i really felt bad, i nvr wanted dt c should get apart from him which i could hav done so easily. sometime v fought, misunderstanding came in our relation. i even cried on the marriage date of bahiya. i cannt 4get dt. my chest pain started suddenly then i felt how much i love her. c told me c like kshitij sir, i tried not fully to stp her, bcz i dont want dt relation due to so many reasons- 1st n 4most was i felt i will loose both of them whom i love d most, kshitij d best guy but sometime get angry n break his relatons though on faults of others, i know my sis c sometime bhave like a child so if kshitij sir deny again c will cry ( as c cried like anything as c lost some1 in d past, again i was d culprit, whatever i thought best 4 her i did, sorry), moreover kshitij sir wasnt in very good job. also i was very much afraid off what was happening with didi n that was playing in d back of my mind. i was raelly faraid of their relation.