Friday, July 16, 2010

me in pain

once u make some1 realise he is god in ur life n suddenly ignore. it pains dear. so many new changes, situations happening, hard to believe. i know c loves kshitij sir very much n why c shouldnt. i know my fate so i dont blame any1, whosoever i loved i didnt get or keep them in my life. if it is 1 he may b faulty bt if they r so many adding two new1 kshitij sir n CHHOTi, i realise somewhere problem is wid me. but its heartbreaking. i learnt agreat lesson, from now i cannt love any1 more dan me. i will b really afraid off loving somebody. i pray n wish dt both of them should live more dan me n ideal married life which b come example for others. from now again i will live d same life of Himansu bahiya & himansu sir, who is bahiya & sir of every1 but nobody can reach to my heart now. it is closed 4 ever, sorry................. everybody would c me but nobody will come to know me. c nvr tried to reach to my heart, how much pain n what all things r unearthed in ti . i expected that was my fault. but from now not again. they will nvr come to know how much i m wid them in their or apart from dem in my life. himansu again ur thirst for love is unsatiated, now will search 4 none, wll love to live dt darkness n bing thirsty..............
therefore i say noboby is urs n every1 is urs it depends how much u come close to them, more n more closer u will b going more n more u will b distant frm their heart n their life..............
wah kya bat hai, kya likha hai, ekdam origional quotation, love u himansu, love u a lot dear. muah.........muah................. muah................... muah..................

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